Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Haha, ok, time to refresh my memory on previously untold events. 4th April Friday. I went out to meet my secondary school friends. After so long of not seeing them, it really feels great to indulge in their company once again. HAHA marist people are ok you know. (if you read this you will know who its you :D) LOL! Lets see, starting from the left, Zhan Hui, Yu Chen, Gerard, Jian Hong, Yu Zhe, Sze Jet, Owen and ME! Wow, I really miss them a lot. The SJ people too! Hey, if you read this blog, lets go back on ZFAC day 1st June (if I'm not wrong) to meet up.
Oh yeah, the MSHS symphonic band, Chinese Orchestra and drama had a concert at the esplanade. It wasn't that spectacular, but being able to meet up with friends and teachers was rewarding enough. I was utterly surprise to see that Maris Stella just started choir. It was hilarious! I mean VJ's choir is simply imba, without a doubt. The significant difference in standards just made mshs choir look even more pathetic. Oh well, perhaps it will improve, after all, they were only inaugaurated this year. 
Fight on 8:31 AM
Friday, April 18, 2008
It has been a while since I have updated this seemingly dead blog. This is the inevitable result of a hectic schedule. Crisis Core (English version) is finally out! Such a pity that I do not have a PSP. I would have borrow from others just to get the loads of fun from that game. I have always been an avid fan of final fantasy. Any new installment will totally attract me to it.
Ok back to certain issues that have been plaguing my mind. It is becoming rather apparent that certain undesirable behaviour has been surfacing. I do not know whether it is a one time event, or simply a insatiable need for attention. Whatever it may be, its pervasive effects are slowly affecting innocent by-standers too. I guess this would only be deleterious to the our camaraderie. Yet at the same time, I too am flustered over my own personal issues. There is someone... I am not sure whether it is appropriate. But this feeling has never came across to me in such a way before. Prior to this, it was all a facade that was intricately woven to disguise my own weakness. But now it seems that facade has slowly embedded itself into me and taken hold. It is becoming more apparent, making me weaker... The old me is slowly crumbling under this immense emotional distress. Is there anyone who can help me? Recently, my cantankerous behaviour is affecting others around me. Its this indiosyncratic side of me that people around me are not used to.
All I hope for is for their understanding. I do not need them to sympathize with me. My ego simply rejects any form of sympathy. All I want is for them to know how I really feel, for them to listen to me and not refute everything I say. Argh... someone just kill me!
Fight on 9:08 PM
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Today was EXCO nominees' speech. I must say I was a little intimidated by all the questions hurled at us. Oh well, I have done what I can. Now my fate lies in the hands of the current exco. CTC is truly the best! Being in the council just reminds me of the times back in SJ. My SJ buddies are the best, I can never ever forget them. Now with CTC, I can truly find my place in VJC. My new pals really rock the house! They will be my new pillar of strength to depend on for the next 2 years. =)Fight on 5:38 AM
